Part I of 235346069712345678

It's all wrong. All of it. The ENTIRE society we have created is against God, Allah, YWH, or whatever you want to call the life-spirit that we sprang from. Dig down deep and tell me I'm wrong. Justify, rationalize, posture all you want, you can't tell me I'm wrong and mean it. If you can, they have you on way better meds than I have.





It feels so relieving to admit that reality, to embrace it's totality. Wrap your brain around it, then your heart, let it sink into your body; now, roll around in it for a minute. Get pissed. Go ahead, you should be upset. Your whole life, every micromanaged, financially planned, religiously indoctrinated morsel of who you have been fed to think you are is bullshit. It's all wrong.





You are a freaking mouse on a wheel. I don't care if you are a lowly entry level employee or a corporate leader. You are a Chief Executive fucking mouse on a wheel.





I'm not talking about delusions of Matrix style illusion or eastern philosophical non-existence, I'm talking about the lives we have accepted, helped to create, and sworn by. IT'S ALL WRONG.





Our capitalist society has taught us to abandon the things life is really worth living for in pursuit of a better tomorrow. No offense, but fuck tomorrow. It isn't ever coming. I am here today.





When was the last time you rolled with your child in the grass and looked up at the clouds?


Took your dog on a walk? Not around the block once to take a poop, I mean took your dog on a real walk. When was the last time you expressed yourself unabashedly and unrestrained? Look, you're no Monet but you were created to be creative. When was the last time you did something for the fun of it without caring what you looked like to anyone else? When was the last time you did something nice for someone WITH NO BENEFIT OR ULTERIOR MOTIVE?





It's been a while. Not because you don't want to, not because you don't mean well. Because you didn't have time. The reason you didn't have time wasn't because of your family, it wasn't because of spending some time learning, or because the Gregorian calendar is off by 1 day and 3.5 minutes every four years. It was because of your job.





Your job; that's where you trade your time for money. Not much, just enough to get by. Enough to feed you, shelter you, clothe you, and purchase enough superfluous electronic gadgetry to temporarily fool yourself into a sense of self-worth. It's where you trade you morals for a meager living; your dreams for a long shot at advancement toward the next pay grade. It's where you trade your God-given creativity for a false, man made sense of security.





I saw the Numa Numa guy video for the first time today. A little odd, perhaps, that I must have been in a cave since the YEAR that it was the hottest video on the web. Quite odd that it was seeing that video that put me over the top about continuing to buy into the crap we call living these days.





Not really that odd, actually. Gary Brolsma is a hero of sorts. Why is that? Just look at him. His daring self expression... (at least I hope he didn't have professional help choreographing the dance) his unbridled enjoyment with amusing himself... his unrestrained enthusiasm for the musical arts... his lack of regard for what anyone else would think of him and his goofy dance...we should all strive to enjoy life so much. He took some time to just rock out, let loose, and show the world that he was here and he was happy. Kudos.





If you think I'm dead wrong don't bother to argue, go back to what you call a life and convince yourself you're happy. Take an extra couple happy pills every day until you forget that you read this. If you think I'm right, do something about it. Take some time back for you and for your family. Call in to work. Call in sick, call in tired, call in sick and tired. Call in and tell your employer that you are much to happy to chance ruining the day by coming to work. TURN OFF the TV for the day. DON'T buy anything commercially produced that day... an ice cream cone from a local vendor is okay, we can forgive that. Go to the park, take your dog on a walk, look at the clouds, go to the library and read some good fiction, go to a museum, go on a hike, whatever you do... have fun. Not the kind of fun corporations package and sell, the kind of real beauty God created himself or blessed one of us to create. Something beautiful or fun or enjoyable that was created not to profit investors, but to profit the soul.





There is purpose behind this instruction; I want you to have a taste at what is at stake. You need something to fight for, because your mind is almost completely enslaved. Take that day back for what matters. Soon, we might all take a day together, sending a message to the United States of Corporatia that for any vestige of our current economic mouse wheel to keep turning, the mice must be better fed. More appreciated. Given back some of the freedoms that have been stripped from us economically over the last 100 years. Given back some time to enjoy life so that it is worth living and we don't need to be drugged into continued existence.





Soon, we might be able to start living again.





Peace unto you all.





D.

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